Hi Doris thank you for joining me
Hi Doris thank you for joining me this
is your inner compass soul connection
reading so it's gonna be you know it's
gonna be I'm gonna be picking up a
connection that is extremely significant
to you extremely it's like a soul bond
you know very very important all right
okay so I already got the jumpers and
put it on the table
I didn't wanna waste time suffering
because it takes a lot of transition
from this specific part all right okay
let's see what you have we have four of
water to a fire two of water seven of
fire hand man and three of Earth and
then have patience which is integral
terrorists temperance so mmm-hmm all
right you know the first thing I care
the first thing I'm getting is that
that momentum momentum is gaining and
momentum is taking place and spatially
is coming from you with the four of
water you know I feel like I really feel
that there's this connection that you
are almost like obsessively fixated on
not in a negative way please note that
obsessively fix it it on any you have
been and that has been a case for quite
a long time but you know you kind of you
kind of held your emotion you have a lot
of deep emotion feelings towards this
connection but you just you almost like
you behaved or remained throughout this
course I feel like it's it's a long time
coming and you kind of looked at it like
almost like a whatever happened in the
meantime you kind of a silent observer
observing things are unfolding in front
of you in regards to this relation I do
feel that there there is there has been
a lot of ups and downs there has been a
lot of disappointment due to you being
underground due to you being silent
observer rather than active participate
like participant in this cool connection
and but this is something you know like
you see it consumes all of your
attention this connection it consumes
all of your thoughts when you think
about future the first thing comes to
you comes to mind in relation to future
you think about this connection you
don't really know right now that how
that future going to look like I don't
think you have a very precise image in
your mind oh I wanna
you know we want to have family or you
know like all this state-by-state kind
of thing I don't think you do have
anything like that but you have a Danes
image of concentration towards this
connection and it's like it became your
almost like everything that you do
everything you have been doing in the
during this time has been motivated by
this connection because you are but I
don't I don't think you have been you
have been very good keeping everything
within yourself because I really feel
like that you were like almost like a
underwater mermaid it holds a lot of
emotion and feelings but it's like it's
like it's your territory and you do not
share that with anybody and you don't
even explain why you don't feel like
it's like that there is a very focused
stubborn kind of energy but in a very
good way like I'm saying like obsessive
you know like it's not that you are like
a like pulling your hair through
anxieties like a certain sense of focus
there it's like you are just sensing
this connection in your every cell but
not really sharing anything because you
feel like you need to go somewhere you
need to reach certain point before you
can do that and you are waiting for that
indication when universe or yourself
from them can tell you yes this is time
and you don't know what the certain
moment is but you are assured
I mean you are assure that when that
moment come you will feel it and you
were just there you know
and during the bomb it's all one car
okay and I really feel like that's like
a days it's like a in you know there is
on externally
I do feel that you have the desire to
you know go forward you have the desire
you have a lot of passion for this
person but this passion is kind of
entangled with the Lord of emotion so
when physicality and emotional component
coming together in this passion but I
feel like you are you have not been
doing anything
practically externally to go and get
this go and get this lamp it always feel
like one feet away for me it always feel
like that you that's the moment I was
talking about you feel like no matter
what you never feel that you are on the
spot it always feels like whatever you
want to touch it is like one feet away
from you
does it bring disappoint does it bring a
little bit of sadness yes it does there
is a your inner wall that I was
explaining is very focused and very
determined that you alt move unless and
until you feel that moment but at the
same time there is you feel sad you feel
contemplative reflective that you cannot
really have this connection embodied in
a material way and that is important to
you you know touch feel being together
sharing moments in physicality is very
important to you but your right now
completely focused on getting that
moment right so you are not rushing even
though there is a burning desire to
really go out and really just make it
material via
but you also know you need to be very
like grounded so until that moment comes
and cannot do anything because why look
at this - of water you know this is a
sense you know I really feel that you
sensing that this is this is not the
connection that where are you rush and
when you fear that things cannot go
wrong where you fear that oh if I you
know it just it does not come with the
expiration date in your mind and in
reality also but you know it in your
mind
that's why eat that moment is so
important to you because you know this
relation this connection is not about oh
it was too late
oh I did not do that oh I should have
behaved this way oh I could have said
that you know all this kind of should
have could have and what what is right
what is wrong you know that this is the
connection where you don't have to think
about shoot good you know wood and all
these things it's about being you and I
feel like that is the hard thing for you
is completely bu and you were waiting
for that moment where you feel very nice
about yourself when you feel that
confidence when you feel like yes I can
be mean without any kind of denial
without any kind of you know even if I
do denial that would be me you know I
will be I will become with light and
shadow but that will be me completely I
will be not trying to do be somebody I
will not like like any I should have
what do you mean by should have should
have means that there is a rules is
applied right I could have you know like
this that means not having confidence in
what you did this constant sense of the
great oh I did not do that I didn't
while great every action you take if it
comes from then there is no regret every
action you take
that is your action maybe it can be
different from others but that is good
action there is no regret you do things
when you take action when you take when
you take action from the very core of
your heart there is no degrade and
that's the moment you're waiting for
when you feel like that everything you
do it doesn't have to be all light
bright you know it can I have been I
cannot emphasis on this concept that we
are both shadow and light and we are
constantly trying to suppress or fix our
shadows shadow side there is no fixation
there is no fixed procedure of shadow or
the only way you can turn shadow into
light by accepting shadow and really
understanding what shadow is you know
and you are trying to go through your
life waiting for that moment that when
you feel that no matter what you do that
comes from your core heart so there is
no regret and you know this connection
gives you that space to be in that way
because there is they are not bothered
about what you should have could have
would have done they are bothered about
the only thing they are they want is you
total you not what you can be not you
what you want to be but what you are in
the moment no matter how vulnerable it
is they are no matter how vulnerable or
ugly code and code or beautiful code and
code it is they are they they they are
there they want to be there and they are
there and you have that confidence
that's why you feel like this moment is
so important for you but look at a saint
what's happening saving a fire like I
said that confidence everything comes
from you they and you know there is no
in if this unicorn jump of this cliff
and if they break their leg they will
have not have a single painting of
regret you know why because they wanna
jump they wanna feel the rush they wanna
feel the thrill how it feels like float
in the air for two seconds even though
you know that you're gonna you know no
I'm not saying that's a thing to do but
that's the thing to do for them
and they do that and having to done that
with full confidence and who
understanding on that action is not
motivated by priya croatia that action
not motivated with some kind of
advertisement stunt that you have seen
on the television it does not is come
from a sheer will and desire from within
so that gives this kind of spiritual
identities that gives a spiritual
upliftment so you are getting that you
are getting that you are trying to maybe
in before you may have been trying to be
a perfect person in this relationship
but there is none and you are
understanding that's the only way you
can be perfect is whatever your heart
still heart tells you whatever your body
tells you whatever your like a mind mind
tells you and just go with that without
any sense of regret you are getting that
the only thing that you need in a
connection like this is you we don't
need anything else because we generate
anything else form that sense of being
us we try to gather other element first
because we feel like if we have those
things we can put us first but I think I
really feel and we process is kind of
reverse and I feel that you are getting
that you are standing in your own or are
standing in your own you know not caring
about I should have done that one should
be this I should be like this in a
relationship know if I do that that will
bother him or sorry bother them or
bother her and you know like it's just
gonna create this kind of thing Oh every
time I have a I have a tendency to do
this but everything you do if you know
that is coming from you you are doing
with full consciousness of what you are
doing nothing is negative but most of
the time we don't do we don't do things
with the full consciousness of what you
doing with without the full week with
the full consciousness of what's really
our heart and mind wants that's why I
became a scientist added because we
don't understand our action most of the
time because
oh this is not me that's what it feels
like this is not us because we didn't do
that action deliberately we just do it
because of we've seen that in our family
we see that in our career pressure and
like you know clears in our friends in
our in society and we kind of reflect
that within ourself project that onto
our self and that's why most of the
shadow does mean most of the shadow
seriously shadow think whatever we call
shadow most of the people like majority
all of us almost I mean does not
understand why it is like that why I am
behaving like this why I do this thing
that why I do that because it's like
unconscious action we pick up from our
environment and try to implement that on
our life but if we do things just
whatever you feel it in heart I'm just
doing it even though it goes against the
dawn you will never feel the shadowy
effect because every action comes from
your own choice and decision making
power and that's what the seven of ire
is is the second one's right standing on
your own will standing on your own
desire and no matter how you unique on
is like it's not even a real animal
right it's a it's it's like what is the
world it's like it's like a spiritual
representation of something higher
higher mind you know like those kind of
things it doesn't have to be related to
our code and code shiri reality whatever
you feel it comes from your heart no
matter how different it from the rest of
the world if you feel like that's what
you need to do people will call you
stupid or do you know you are gonna
break the yellow grass you know then you
know people you've said oh you didn't
know you are gonna jump off the cliff
and order or do you thought that you are
gonna unite not gonna break the plane
and I said no I know I didn't know that
I'm gonna break the way but I wanted to
experience that moment and that's I take
the responsibility for my action so see
the moment you answer a like that people
will not call you stupid anymore because
they know that you own the power of your
decision and that's what exactly what
than in here you know they will call you
you're just different you're very
adventurous or maybe eccentric in their
in their brain but you know you have
your own identity and we're following
that you are creating your own identity
and standing by it and I really feel
that Hanged Man and the three of art
right
right under to fire there is
you know with the hangman I really it's
actually came um like reverse but I
don't take reverse for this reading so I
put in um but I okay let me get into
this
I feel the hand man is there because you
feel like this is extremely deep
connection and you are extremely deeply
involved in that and you feel like you
are really just falling I'm just I never
rate hangman in this way I really feel
like it's just free-falling that's how
you feel it's like without gravity it's
something is just pulls you pull see
when you form an ego deep down in the
ocean it takes you in a deep emotional
place of yours and that's where you want
to sit down and hold I really feel like
this is happening this is really
happening like you were falling and
we're just going down in the in a very
nice like it feels very catharsis you
know it feels very meditative but at the
same time it's it's you know under view
it does allows you and you feel like
because you are you know earth element
it is important for you to have a have
like material grasp on things like where
it is going like it doesn't have to be a
conclusive answer but it has to be a
some kind of you understand life you
understand your movement you understand
your progress in relation to material
materially how it's panning out so for
you three of earth which is all about
you know life for here is look at this
this person is looking about the prosper
like prospect of it what is the prospect
of it but this relationship does not
give you that kind of 3d prospects that
doesn't mean it doesn't have it it's
just a different it does not it not
gonna fit into that mold is not gonna
fit into the structure it took you a
long time
to really understand this concept
I mean you sense it from the beginning
that this is special this is different
but you did not know that it's gonna be
fundamentally structurally different as
well
so that's why I but but you like this
for you like this free fall so you are
fine you know that's why you help
yourself like you hold yourself back
because you feel like because this is a
new territory this is a new way of
understanding yourself if you like I
need to know that moment where I can be
completely means because this
relationship is completely is not
relationship I'm not gonna call it a
relationship this connection this love
the spiritual connection love it's
something that is not gonna be measured
by the three-d milestones
it's not gonna be measured by what I
know how to measure how to understand
whether a connection is working or not
this is not gonna be measured by this so
I have to understand new metric system
or new unit system so that I can
understand that I am fully there and in
order to do that you need to be fully
there with your heart and mind which is
not very which is your not your Bible by
default go tuned until this connection
happened but look at this you did it and
you are doing it is gonna be on you
energy whether you accept it or not
that's up to you but I'd strongly feel
that you are getting on the point you
are getting on the high point of the
clip where you will know exactly
whatever you do it's none of anybody's
business it comes from within on only
within you and you take all
responsibility of your action because
you are in charge of your decisions
those are the things that you were gonna
get enlightened by a not only invited by
it's not nothing to be invited I feel
like we all have this knowledge wisdom
is just a matter of accepting those
knowledge and really acting on it I feel
like this is the time you have an act on
it because we caught the seven of fire
which is all about action
and this I don't think this is your I
think this is the person this person
showed up at the end patience temperance
this person is they're waiting and
waiting and waiting and waiting for so
long that they can be freeze in a moment
and become our classical painting yeah
does that even make sense I don't know
it just came to my mind I don't know
what I say right now yeah this person
just they love you so deeply
you guys have connected like it's like
but the thing is with this person you
know this person just look you know they
are feeling this unfolding of the
process at your end but actually there
is a sense of deep sense of contentment
that this person is simply gained which
is even if you never come I mean this is
I don't know and they just started to
execute that exactly the way you are let
me explain this let's say you got cold
feet again okay and you don't want to
take any actions you just want to sit at
the bottom of the ocean and keep
obsessing
like being obsessive about it okay so
far the obsession is positive but if you
prove on it is gonna be turned into
negative energy because just the stuck
energy no and they don't you they do
want you to act on your desire I don't
even love act on your feelings act on
your emotions after your power but if
you don't do that if you need if even if
you just stay there they accept you in
that way also even though that breaks
their
I mean hunt I mean they're only there I
feel like they're beyond hurt right now
they just it just feels like that they
just I don't know I'm getting a little
bit of motherly affection in it I'm not
saying it's definitely not parental
connection you know a feeling of
connection you know it's it's they there
is a sense of this kind of at this world
you so often that it it became a cliche
or kind of you know like unconditionally
they really like they did not realize
that I don't think they did that from
all all the times but they started
realizing that they love you
unconditionally even if you just decide
to sit in me on the ground of and on the
bottom of the ocean and holding this
feelings even though it's not gonna be
good for you of course they know that
but they will of you even in that stage
does that make sense
they haven't you know I don't know there
is a sense of infinity I'm getting a
sense of eternity I'm getting whether
you guys are together or not there is a
sense of connection yeah but of course
when it comes when it comes to
passionate love when it comes to love
that transmit into reality 3d reality
material reality which is very very
important to you know we sometimes
neglect or undermine the importance of
material reality because we feel like
the spirituality is everything special
in the spiritual community but that's
not the thing in order to really align
oneself the spirituality and materiality
has to come together otherwise there is
no representation you know it's only
role in your heart or in your mind I
mean we need that we are a species of
representation that's why we have been
keep living for over 10,000 years if we
did not have any representation then we
would have been extended so long ago
there is no progress without your
presentation without being in the 3d
world without being in the material
world material does not mean the way in
unlike the materialistic material world
is you understand Torah as you
understand material more than anyone you
know so you know in materiality maybe
that this love will fade but in
spirituality this love will stay but
right now it's both but I'm saying
that's why the clock is here the time is
ticking though but they are content time
is ticking when it comes to material
problem like material reality of this
relationship if you really want this
relationship to take a material like
material shape otherwise this love can
be a burdensome to you you you know even
when you feel this energy of 705 like I
explained before catch it don't let it
go if you let it go that's gonna be
another reality of yours you know it's
not nothing bad or it's just a different
reality but that reality might not give
you this tube comes here so subdue you
subdue you it's up to you everything
okay I hope you get something out of it
and I will talk to you later okay take
care bye