Scorpios I Mean I'm Totally Confused

Hey Scorpio suckers coming at you for your raid for the first half of July your card came up bania the next one up giddy up let's see what is going down from my Scorpios I mean I'm totally confused as to which deck usually I'll just go boom when when I grabbed and I grabbed one it's like no it's just like a meaty like it don't do it and I'm kind of torn as to which one to grab and I oddly want to go here usually this I don't have that vibe normally when I started to stuff which is kind of funky and like stuff is like flipping off before I even did anything here we're just really really weird really weird nine of ones and it jumped out in Reverse even as I'm starting this and I'm kind of going to vibe right off the bat but the puppy is in Reverse that's the thing about it you know I know one discarded okay but the whole point about it is with wit with it being in Reverse you're still in that cycle that's like dropping that stuff you're still in this cycle guarded because you've gone through with a whole bunch of stuff with the nine of Wands in right right side up you go through it boom but you come out on top because you've guarded beaten battered bruised but look I got that one wand and I'm here I am I'm learning away I go but this puppy was in Reverse no okay which means just still in it you're still in it so still very guarded because there's a little bit of learning which has not taken place yet and not start off with the vibe here where I go someone's gonna roll with this okay I mean that's kind of what I'm getting with the Scorpios is that there's a whole lot of stuff this is very guarded very waffling back and forth is what I'm getting it's a stubborn damn stubborn is what it is they're gonna be wrong I can be damn stubborn you know insult to say nobody is stubborn okay I can have stubborn more stubborn so long that's they no insult whatsoever start where can be a beautiful thing if we use it the right way okay it means we can be very dedicated to some things it makes some happen and it's a real can real dedicated belief in ourselves sometimes it can be a very concrete overcompensating belief it's like no no I got it because there's a very big resistance but with resistance okay yeah becomes resentment which we send becomes the results of your life and then we have to redo the whole goddamn thing those four R's can really like ridiculous the suck and I feel that's kind of where things are this is kind of this back and forth waffling not lawfully internally there's a back-and-forth waffling like missing I love you miss I love you you miss a love you you and then there's this guard is black know you coming to me skirt boom more of that is a more of an overcompensation is what I'm hearing I'm not gonna tell you I'm gonna tell you pay attention to the crow more Raven depending where you are in the world obviously you know what kind of birds you got it's gonna be different your focus determines your reality is basically what I'm saying what you see is what did you get we see the world as it is not as we are we see the world as we are not as it is sorry so we're focusing on this concept of presentment of the blame game it's like I'm not getting enough screw you I'm not getting enough screw you and then it's like but wait a minute I want you but wait a minute I love you and I'm not gonna screw internal dialogue that's going back around this concept I'm just gonna take care of myself screw it but then there's something you actually do want it is something very unsettled because there's a lack of ownership in your part in the cycle that has actually happened when you only a portion in the cycle there's no need to be demanding to the cycle or resist the cycle in any way or tell the cycle to screw off we accept our place in the cycle it's like a wheel basically with us of breaking it once we grasp our part in that wheel waiting instead of waiting for the wheel to fulfill itself which is essentially Karma because as externally waiting to see something happening to watch it happen what ends up happening bill then it starts to move now we can have it in motion because we filled our portion in every cycle don't forget comes to a close because our portion is in a cycle that could be one tiny portion okay but it's going to keep on going and that cycle is never going to be complete or linked to another cycle why remains open we need to close the cycle by following our part through the lesson that is in it for us except not a lesson and then it continues to move on as we go the resistance right now is a resistance in your apartment it and I think the resistance in it is your resistance to it because what it actually means it's really foreshadow we know a lot of stuff that the feelings that you're going to have to have rather than the beauty of what is actually giving you which is a freedom disguised alright man let's see what's going down to see what the car say that's what I feel that's what's going on and as I say that what's at the bottom the deck yeah bottom decks to the world yeah a cycle right there okay it's becoming robots a cycle the needs to end what's really interesting about this particular world card it is it resembles very often it resembles the death card which is your card change rebound something brand new a cycle that needs to end and basically move on okay it's interesting that's pretty funky when you think about in them mmm-hmm and what does he want you want the real sense of commitment you want that true beautiful wonderful thing the Hierophant understand is something about the higher front okay Darvin is not just the beautiful commitment you want it is how do I get there the - it is like I like a higher key actually moving one step up to the next everything is connected the cycle of the world the site of the circle everything is connected how do I get there it's your steps it's like a massive steps like the stairway to heaven for lack of better words and it's remembering that is reminding yourself that each one of those steps is teaching you something to get to that top level but we have to accept our part of that as opposed to waiting for somebody to beautifully give us that wonderful commitment what is our part in that if you want might want to watch the area's read what is our portion in that cycle it is the reminder that or you've been having an issue with in areas or an issue pay raises coming back it is retrograde time this is a resemblance of a time with an Aries if you've done with if you've done with a near house this goes back one year to three two or three years that go back a cycle so it started started something that started two years ago disco some of you some this may be for selecting for some of you something that started two years ago it's a cycle going back to what happened back then so they can think back to roughly June to go maybe even before that roughly a couple years ago something connected to that cycle would actually have don't have no idea what it is obviously about the messages of love that you've been looking for it I think it's so obviously in a way that was maybe done into this board to shy away from the sounds of it yeah decisions that were made when it comes to love justice card decisions what's right for me what's wrong for me and choosing decision but was it actually the right decision is what it comes down to mm-hmm okay man let's get some messages of truth human in love for math squirt for you foresee with the car you say that's what I say that's the bad I got cards seem to be bouncing along with it pretty nicely so let's see where that goes um pop a thumbs-up like share subscribe down over there somewhere if you want to read personal read for yourself in the description box there should be the information how to get ahold of me okay they are only done they're only scheduled email it has been very difficult to keep up right now so I do apologize for that it's either going to be a long run or we'll see what happens but I've been changing how I do it a little bit just to keep up has been a little bit too difficult so how do you know the read is for you you feel something have you felt something are you still here it's for you it's that simple it could be just a portion of this for you it doesn't make a difference remember this is a general reader okay thanks gonna flopping all over the place opening for you you guys are rocking out doing you think ass but then you don't need to read hitting for you god bless yet in men peace out giddy up and I love it okay but if you feel anything whatsoever man spirit works on energy dude I can't press your button I'm gonna something dude on a screen flick when it comes to pieces of cardboard now that's all there is to it okay and what is it it's tough that is telling you need to immerse in your fields and you need to listen to them what did I just say feelings nothing more than feelings okay that's some big mofo feelings alright is what it is those feelings have to be in movement they have to be in a flow to immerse yourself in the field you cannot only feel the one that you want to feel stubborn is a resistance to the feelings that's how happens and that's how you make it work for you that is how the wishes come true that's a true guidance okay to talk about just finish second to you mm-hmm cannot make you feel this is just some dude on a screen man I can't make you feel nothing you cannot press a button that does not exist if it exists it's there for you pardon me which means you need to feel it that's how you know the read is for you men all right presences of truth you mean another Scorpio what's going on in love in life escort what's going on love and love for Scorpio love in the first half [Music] get the knight of Wands you've got the real portion and you got the magician mm-hmm right side up to get you up I like it mm-hmm fight and fight and fight and fight and fight and you got a struggle definitely in self is seven of wands and the queen of swords fighting to stay on top yeah fighting to stay on top this is what's underneath it underneath the bottom of the deck mister stuff that's hidden underneath okay this is stuff that not everybody sees it's the influence of everything that's happening is how much you choose to accept it this could be depending on how much the queen of Wands queen of Wands gets a bad rap because it'd be a little too like boom boom boom boom oh you go but this is that stubbornness the sake what I said seven at once it's that struggle okay that you're actually going through not recognizing there's actually growth in it okay boom here your fighting is like know what got me this way boom follow with the path no matter what but the thing is though if you really take a look at it just a bunch of a path happening there in any way whatsoever mmm-hmm but if you take step back can't see the forest for the trees that struggle can't see the forest for the trees but if you step back oh there's the picture right there see the skull in the trees mm-hmm step back you step in it and what are you fighting for what are you fighting against that's the tower that needs to happen man that's the breakdown that needs to happen similarly interesting this picture can only barely see them once again there's the hidden image right there mm-hmm see what I mean what you're doing is a stubbornness as you're fighting the love is what you're actually doing you're fighting the love that you actually do feel but the love for yourself it's basically a real struggle with the choice okay real strong with a choice there's puppies in Reverse you've juggling things back and forth what it is that you need to do what's good be the right thing for you okay so all the love that you're actually feeling with the three of cups sorry let's take a look at this card specifically so five hookups actually it's not the three two cups my apologies it's interesting the dance that you have in your head when it comes down this is like set back and forth waffling back and forth back and forth very symbolized quite beautifully in this particular particular card with the whole brain game the fighting between the brain and the heart is what it is and with the thing is that when we actually do have this particular struggle it's the stuff that we hold onto because we're immersed in the emotions and again what we can't step back this is what makes us waffle is the approach to love is basically from the head and not from the heart it doesn't mean we need to stole the follower heart is to have a balance of both is what it is specifically with the five here we're immersed in emotions were to art we can't actually see it we're not actually seeing the message is actually for us we're only taking a look at the risks of what we are resisting this person is fully looking down into the emotional plane focus like I said Payton I think I said pay attention to crow messages your focus determines your reality the thing is you got to pay attention to what it is you're resisting and what you're resisting is all the hurt you're resisting the ten of swords you're resisting that the pain that you've actually felt ten of swords and here you got the a two swords once again boom I'm just gonna keep on going this is all bits the bottom of the deck this is the feeling trapped trapped in the fight but it's a fight that you're placing yourself in all you need to drop the swords is that's it because to you is too big of a decision with the judgment card the Justice card is a decision what's right what's wrong for me and you already got that one jumping out and now you got a bigger decision because the whole point is exactly what I said here it's the fight that you are making it is what you're trapped by this is a massive life decision for yourself and you know what affects a much bigger picture but it affects a much bigger picture with a bunch of emotions that you don't totally want to face at this particular time and that is why your scene is so massive why because to you it is everything in this that you want it is boundaries it is constructed everything you want the four of Wands and you've got the four of swords mm-hmm four and four makes eight this is a life cycle that you've been through a thousand over and over again but is a lifecycle that has nothing to do with the players involved it's a lifecycle about how you choose to love how you have learned how to love is a fundamental message for you about your personal boundaries this here personal boundaries can also be a rigidity and protecting this is what it is that's the problem now we have a need to protect which we move upto to overly officious about it into overly protective and to overly projecting at the same time okay box for boxing yourself in but the boundaries boxing yourself in or is it keeping you to me to keep yourself safe or is it honoring yourself which one why are we hypersensitive to it if we're really staying by our boundaries and have a beautiful piece and our batteries get it it's a mental game as what it is okay these two don't go together man for swords for wants there's supposed to be the beautiful soil connection to house the home everything you're looking for the real beautiful soul connection so what is the construct that needs to die about the soil connection see how the two four is actually sort of kept consort of cancel each other out inner conflict back and forth thinking and the angels agree and there's no reason out side that's exactly what's happening a bunch of messed you dislike through my cracking God is actually what's happening right now we've got the message can you move on now please okay knight of Wands what's happening this what can happen is a lot of compensation is what can happen okay here can this could be a bit of a dawn one stop jumping and just fall in the passions yeah man I mean to physical is what it is I've talked about this before before is to need to actually have that sense of a connection that sense of a physical connection that can be a compensation if I'm feeling all the physical the way you go I don't have to worry about everything else it's putting a lot of emphasis into the physical connection is what it is but it can be an overcompensation for that if we don't have the rest of the connection like I said this connection before the erection this is the other way around mmm-hmm but other people won't take it that way you can speak your love and love language but don't forget you got a fellow a broadcast the love language of somebody else at the same time including your own needs wheel of fortune this is stuff moving on right the wheel has got to be in movement okay the wheel has got to be a movement but understanding - isn't this similar to the death card again you have to balance thing rather than seeing the one thing the way do you want you need to see the other side of it as well and see how things affect or infect the other this is a mofo infection get what I'm saying that's just the bottom of the deck that's the unseen energy all that that I just finished telling you man that stuff magician you're truly trying to manifest the stuff you're trying to listen to stuff in manifest worded as you want the magician has the power the magician takes everything into account everything but here it says are you really taking everything to count or you analyzing things a little bit too much it's a bit at the head game when it comes down to it from what we saw here there's a whole lot of head game going on here okay so for this to really be a movement this is what you want is it the future that you're waiting for here you're going to manifest something better for yourself you absolutely are going to do it there's no doubt about that at all this is what you choose to do with it it is what it is because you got some decisions to make with the two swords because you want this passion you want to feel that stuff but to remember you can't have two tail wagging the dog he got some decisions to make and some of those decisions are going to be a sacrifice to use what it's gonna actually be because you're not communicating your monkey mean can I include you with yourself you don't even have a need necessarily to communicate with anybody else you haven't need to make a choice is what you do and that's the choice about what you want is it the passion or is it the true connection that you want it makes the passion beautiful that's the choice that you're not seeing because you're placing the choice on what did you get as opposed to how it is you choose to live when it comes to love mmm-hmm yeah how did you choose to live when it comes to love how you choose to communicate that stuff there's the knight of cups right there how did you choose to live what's the balance on how the balance on how you look how do things move in how you choose to love total follow up to this one this is chapter one this is chapter two mm-hmm is this chapter three well what did I say this is about how you choose to love how you choose to give it it's not about you and your boo it's about about you so boom there you go magician who puts it all into play oh then it's all about you it's all about everybody else then why is the Hermit card coming out which is a very solo card maybe because it is about the path to you who is holding your life you are holding your lights the path to basically recognizing that all the light that you ever want is you and that is your piece that is your power I want you to pay that into the turtle message as well as actually what I'm hearing so you got the crow and you got the Turla when it comes down to this was I find very funky and interesting it is about not racing and just not about everything you get us about the beautiful in the power and the pieces everywhere you go and it exists within you no matter what that power and that strength is within you and as always a chance you can go within no matter what and you protect it your home is wherever you are homies workers totally is the epitome of home is where the heart is not even what it gives to you but recognizing the true joy and the happiness is what is that you can do yourself I know that much it's come clear in a minute I'm trying to hear it at the moment hmm what's to come here please Scorpio and the person that did love it what's to come towards the result here for the first half of May well there's a whole bunch of those with them now happened really quick that was interesting see you got the tenner coins in reverse so it's about a real ending to a whole lot of things okay the ten of coins there's another ten right there there's a whole cycle right boom right there a ten coming to an end right cycle boom coming to an end seven of one who's coming to an end as a lot of deception like I said instead this is I said deception that you see the stuff that you're seeing deceptive could be self-deception as I said page of swords in Reverse this is really this is I'm saying you got to pay attention to this man your pace your what's happening when it comes to your party when it comes to your person the tenant coin somebody you see is the gift you see this to olive oil tea the faithless everything ten of coins is also the legacy and everything that you touch and everything that you create understand that okay but it's a cycle that needs to come to an end like I said how do you love it this could be a total projection on somebody else because here's basically saying there's a deception boom right there and you're spying on somebody you're watching it and this is the Mission Impossible car just a Mission Impossible of a tarot deck right there man where you go putting in an end to everything you saw because there is a deception in what it is you feel that you see now remember we see the world as we are not as it is so it says the deception in that individual I have no idea let's find out it means come clarity on the seven of wands plays he was getting some claim on the seven bones not flipping out two of them kinga cups reversed in this thing of six of : universe yeah there's a lack of community you feel you've been deceived because there's a lot good communication when it comes to love which is exactly what I just said but there's like a communication in love because you've got the six coins in reverse you're expecting the other individual to balance things out for you would like us said you're expecting the other person this this is exactly what I said right here with the wheel of fortune okay it's a balance out it's a give-and-take but the thing is though there's still the focus on the external right here because you're expecting the whole kingdom coins the king of cups you're expecting the love from somebody else and the love is definitely there but this lack of communication in luck and you're waiting for that connection and communication to rebalance out things for yourself and it's not happening but are you given the same thing at the same time and it's not happening so you're seeing the love as something that is false you've seen the love is something that is deceptive is what it is okay it's a conclusion that you're actually coming to and that's where's a mental game understand the mental game can really help us up sometimes alright tell me a little more please watch the results here for Scorpio and the person that was to result you're a Scorpio and the person they met over the first half that man please where's the result here first coatroom firstly love for the first half of unbelievable reversals man it's crazy man six of cups in Reverse yeah it's really putting into a hole that stuff into three of ones in Reverse it is not your time one thing with the three of ones though is is that in Reverse right now but the one thing I say about the three ones every single time is like your ships coming in okay where you go and you're guided in this but this puppy isn't reverse and what's the problem right here your ships may be coming in but look where she is yeah okay it's there what are you gonna do about it the 303 are ones you got to get the out and you got to go to it at the same time this is saying it's not your time because somebody is not reaching for it is basically what it is okay six of cups so is putting it into that old soul connection okay the old soul connection that you have at any time because ain't nobody gonna go for it ain't nobody gonna go for it there's a lot of expectations that what it is it is the difference between expect and accept somebody there's a lot of expectations and not a lot of acceptance what's happening nobody's accepting that reality of the situation is what it seems like so what's happening it is absolutely not memories all the two four two fours cancel each other over the daki what's happening ain't nothing going nowhere there ain't no wheels turning because nobody's accepting the part in that cycle didn't go nowhere so what's gonna happen and it sounds like he's going up so you know we're but those are the boundaries right it's just and you the end of day it's gonna work I'm not saying the relations are just gonna work what's gonna work is you're gonna move forward no matter what it's gonna be beautiful you've always got to wait up as long as you accept that you will always graduate up at the end of the day there's not this lack of happiness you need to fulfill that either pay attention to it you need to listen to it and you have to pay attention to what it's actually telling you Hobbs already said what is telling you it's what you're gonna do it I do with it okay pay attention the crow masters just pay attention to Turtle messes those two things gonna be thing that they're gonna be you messages that the dog animal message animal spirit message that will perpetuate this particular this particular guidance for this particular symbology pay attention to each one KH one is specific to you but either way it's gonna be a reminder of this and it's gonna tell you where you're at in the road the sixth of counter that's the turtle can only be where it is that's the idea is you got you are and that's it balance that art with the crow is telling you what are you focusing on here get it that's how it goes and it shows you where you are so as you were you have the strength art because there's strength in what's going on right now I suppose to avoiding what's going on and waiting for something external that result in defining your love defining yourself to find your happiness and joy by what is to come see the world as we are not as it is remember that that's what I got for you guys peace out thumbs up if you like opera thumbs up like share subscribe sharing is caring men absolutely share this with somebody cuz it's a pretty big message for you angels obviously appeared agree you want a personal irate juice 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